You know why I told you about my feelings towards you?
It was so that maybe by getting it out I could start to get over these feelings but the thing is that I actually still can’t. The more time I spend with you the more I start to realise how perfect you feel to me. There’re days which are really good. I manage to just be positive and focus on getting work done but the problem with boxing up these feelings is that sooner or later even the slightest thing just makes it explode sending me spiralling down with negative emotions. Now I don’t know if you’ve felt this level of attraction towards anybody cause honestly before all this even I hadn’t. I never focused on this kind of stuff ever before, before I was just this guy who focused on school, friends and activities but then these feelings randomly out of nowhere started appearing and as much as I wish they hadn’t they’re just out of my control. It just happened and now I’m stuck trying to fight it off or embrace it. As cheesy as this sounds, I feel like you’re just the most perfect person hardworking, dedicated, smart and I respect that so much. I love the way you tell stories and then laugh at them. And I feel like we just click. I have never before felt such a connection with anyone. The way we’ve annoyed the asshole calculator thief numerous times. The way we’ve played pranks on our friends and the amount of time we’ve spent plotting stuff. I just feel like our interactions are the most natural thing ever. It just feels so comfortable and never feels like its new. I can’t really believe that we’ve known each other for less than two months. I don’t really know where I’m going with this but I really want you to know all this. This is everything I’ve wanted to scream out loud for the past month. I really want you to know that I value our friendship so much. You’ve become one of my greatest friends and as much as I hate risking it, I know that I can trust you enough to open up to you and maybe just maybe you can somehow conjure up an amazing idea on how to help me deal with this.
It was so that maybe by getting it out I could start to get over these feelings but the thing is that I actually still can’t. The more time I spend with you the more I start to realise how perfect you feel to me. There’re days which are really good. I manage to just be positive and focus on getting work done but the problem with boxing up these feelings is that sooner or later even the slightest thing just makes it explode sending me spiralling down with negative emotions. Now I don’t know if you’ve felt this level of attraction towards anybody cause honestly before all this even I hadn’t. I never focused on this kind of stuff ever before, before I was just this guy who focused on school, friends and activities but then these feelings randomly out of nowhere started appearing and as much as I wish they hadn’t they’re just out of my control. It just happened and now I’m stuck trying to fight it off or embrace it. As cheesy as this sounds, I feel like you’re just the most perfect person hardworking, dedicated, smart and I respect that so much. I love the way you tell stories and then laugh at them. And I feel like we just click. I have never before felt such a connection with anyone. The way we’ve annoyed the asshole calculator thief numerous times. The way we’ve played pranks on our friends and the amount of time we’ve spent plotting stuff. I just feel like our interactions are the most natural thing ever. It just feels so comfortable and never feels like its new. I can’t really believe that we’ve known each other for less than two months. I don’t really know where I’m going with this but I really want you to know all this. This is everything I’ve wanted to scream out loud for the past month. I really want you to know that I value our friendship so much. You’ve become one of my greatest friends and as much as I hate risking it, I know that I can trust you enough to open up to you and maybe just maybe you can somehow conjure up an amazing idea on how to help me deal with this.
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