Margaritas With Me

Meeting Casper Imagine leaning against the sink in the bathroom of this house party while they sit on the floor across from you; the only source of light are some scented candles and dim fairy lights. You're both high and a little bit drunk and don't really know how you ended up there, but you're looking into their eyes and can't even describe what you see. It's the electricity of soul mates; it's love and lust and bitterness and humanness and everything in between. You long to intertwine with their soul, you long to stare into those eyes for all eternity. Those damn fucking eyes. They watch you and wonder what you're thinking. They even ask you, “what's on your mind?” You come closer, touching their arm, you feel the electric current between you, the spark everyone talks about, you see it now. The fireworks. You don't say anything, because there are no words to say, both of you know what's up. You want to breathe them in like oxygen. To kiss ...

Well I kinda gave this whole Argon problem some thought. I still haven’t reached a conclusion yet but I think I am near. The Friendship Side I respect Argon. He’s literally one of the most smart, honest and hardworking people I know. I’ve learnt stuff from him. I’ve learnt that giving something your absolute best with positive determination always results in something good. I’ve learnt that following your passion even when the world thinks you’re a lunatic is just freeing and feels amazing. I’ve learnt to care less about the shit people that surround me. I’ve learnt to talk to new people and turn them into amazing friends and open up to them. I’m not the Majooj I was a year back. I now have this weird new spark inside of me. I’ve learnt to be better organised. So honestly befriending him wasn’t the worst idea. In fact it was probably one my greatest ideas. ----------------------------------------------------- The Love Side This side covers all the stuff that’s over at the frie...

You know why I told you about my feelings towards you? It was so that maybe by getting it out I could start to get over these feelings but the thing is that I actually still can’t. The more time I spend with you the more I start to realise how perfect you feel to me. There’re days which are really good. I manage to just be positive and focus on getting work done but the problem with boxing up these feelings is that sooner or later even the slightest thing just makes it explode sending me spiralling down with negative emotions. Now I don’t know if you’ve felt this level of attraction towards anybody cause honestly before all this even I hadn’t. I never focused on this kind of stuff ever before, before I was just this guy who focused on school, friends and activities but then these feelings randomly out of nowhere started appearing and as much as I wish they hadn’t they’re just out of my control. It just happened and now I’m stuck trying to fight it off or embrace it. As cheesy as this...