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Distance Of Sorts

Twenty Kilometers, One Text  and an Infinite Amount of Time Away. I miss ma best bud, so ! fucking ! much ! It’s started to get painful at times. I spend all day being happy, having stuff to divert my attention and then night falls and I’m alone with my fucking thoughts, all of which start with the same fucking thing, “I wish he was here, I wish I was there.” And as yesternight dawned upon, so did the fact that it’s been 3 months since I’ve seen Argon. 3 FUCKING MONTHS!  that’s  ¼ แต—สฐ  of a fricking year! I’m tired of this shit, tired of crying after every canceled plan cause it feels like the entire world is against us. I’m tired of feeling empty after every video call ends.. :*( I just wanna hug him, put my head on his shoulder watching a movie and listen to music with him. I wanna laugh my ribs out at all the jokes he cracks and the cute-weird faces he makes. I wanna play some video games with him, build some weird ass shit in Minecraft and cringe at t...