Margaritas With Me

It sucks so much when you start to feel someone pulling away from you Someone you're very, very close to. You see the slow drift, every second hurting you more than the last. You see them gradually floating away and you can’t seem to do shit about it. Nothing you do seems to work, everything feels useless. You start to go separate ways, you start to move on since you need to stop hurting, all the while expecting a single text back from them. That shit hurts. " Of course I miss you, but there was a reason that I let you go, and that hasn’t changed. " @thangbalay

Twenty Kilometers, One Text  and an Infinite Amount of Time Away. I miss ma best bud, so ! fucking ! much ! It’s started to get painful at times. I spend all day being happy, having stuff to divert my attention and then night falls and I’m alone with my fucking thoughts, all of which start with the same fucking thing, “I wish he was here, I wish I was there.” And as yesternight dawned upon, so did the fact that it’s been 3 months since I’ve seen Argon. 3 FUCKING MONTHS!  that’s  ¼ ᵗʰ  of a fricking year! I’m tired of this shit, tired of crying after every canceled plan cause it feels like the entire world is against us. I’m tired of feeling empty after every video call ends.. :*( I just wanna hug him, put my head on his shoulder watching a movie and listen to music with him. I wanna laugh my ribs out at all the jokes he cracks and the cute-weird faces he makes. I wanna play some video games with him, build some weird ass shit in Minecraft and cringe at t...

I’m from a society where being different tears you apart and the legal system supports the mob that runs after you. It’s so fucked up that we have to hide our true selves, hide behind this curtain of normality that this fucked up society has created. That one guy that smiles under his breath every time he has an interaction with you, who tries to be the sweetest person to you, you feel something in those interactions, something deep, something possibly passionate and long lasting. But, you’re afraid and he’s afraid. “What will THEY think?”, you ask yourselves. It’s fucked up that being normal has to mean loving someone of the opposite sex, ignoring the human element of love and bowing down to what society thinks is right. Why do people have to ‘come out’. Why do you have to classify yourself under tags of being straight or gay. Why does a child have to worry about who they like? Why can’t every parent just tell their child that they love them no matter what and carry on wit...