Twenty Kilometers, One Text and an Infinite Amount of Time Away.
I miss ma best bud, so ! fucking ! much ! It’s started to get painful at times. I spend all day being happy, having stuff to divert my attention and then night falls and I’m alone with my fucking thoughts, all of which start with the same fucking thing, “I wish he was here, I wish I was there.” And as yesternight dawned upon, so did the fact that it’s been 3 months since I’ve seen Argon.
3 FUCKING MONTHS! that’s ¼ᵗʰ of a fricking year!
I miss ma best bud, so ! fucking ! much ! It’s started to get painful at times. I spend all day being happy, having stuff to divert my attention and then night falls and I’m alone with my fucking thoughts, all of which start with the same fucking thing, “I wish he was here, I wish I was there.” And as yesternight dawned upon, so did the fact that it’s been 3 months since I’ve seen Argon.
3 FUCKING MONTHS! that’s ¼ᵗʰ of a fricking year!
I’m tired of this shit, tired of crying after every canceled plan cause it feels like the entire world is against us. I’m tired of feeling empty after every video call ends.. :*(
I just wanna hug him, put my head on his shoulder watching a movie and listen to music with him. I wanna laugh my ribs out at all the jokes he cracks and the cute-weird faces he makes. I wanna play some video games with him, build some weird ass shit in Minecraft and cringe at the sight of blood in MK11 as he defeats me with his godly skills. I wanna eat alongside him and act like a complete goofball around him. Is that really too much to ask?
It feels like the entire universe is stacked up against us, (but I guess according to theoretical physics if the many worlds theory is correct, we're together, I guess, in some alternate reality). But for this specific one, I'm eagerly awaiting the day we finally get to meet again.
Twenty Kilometers, One Text and an Infinite Amount of Time Away, we both know we’d be much better if we had each other right about now … 💙
It feels like the entire universe is stacked up against us, (but I guess according to theoretical physics if the many worlds theory is correct, we're together, I guess, in some alternate reality). But for this specific one, I'm eagerly awaiting the day we finally get to meet again.
Twenty Kilometers, One Text and an Infinite Amount of Time Away, we both know we’d be much better if we had each other right about now … 💙
~to my best friend, argon~
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